New Look - Same Fears

So, I've been playing with the look of the blog. Still not sure I like it, but it is something new! Tomorrow, I go for my sonohysterogram. Will the scar tissue still lurk inside of me? Will my womb be all clear? It is spring. The rest of nature is starting to awaken from the long darkness and be fertile... I am hopeful that the same will be true for me. FOR US! For our long journey to parenthood...

We've had a new visitor at our house: a Robin. He doesn't seem to understand love. He has taken an interest in his own reflection. He sits on the side view mirror of "Bubbah" (our truck) and stares into the window. He will then try to fly into his own reflection? I sympathise with the poor bird! I understand how he feels: wanting something that seems to be right in front of you... but just as you reach out for it, reality slams you in the face. I hope our "window" is open tomorrow and we can fly right through! I know it is a silly reference, but I refuse to be sucked back into depression!! It is OK to laugh, even when things suck!